Hard not to think

Sometimes it is good to be busy... When you are free, you will think... Think of something that is not necessary... For me, i will think of her... This feeling is a bit same like 3 years ago... Jealousy is around me... But I think i have learn to control my EQ better if compare to 3 years ago...

I will cherish her if she really have a bf... But can I really do that?? I really scare to try... I'm sure that I really like to see her happy even she is not with me...

I was once be a guardian angel beside you every moment that you need me... But i just realise someone has substituted me and maybe he can do better... Then, what am I on your view now?? Just an ordinary friend?? Best friend?? I scare to ask you coz i really don't want to get those answers from you...